Your Fallen Guardian

     HEYYOOO!!!! Acting all happy go lucky. Dunno what happened to me. Things suddenly become serious, complicated and deadly. One thing for sure, is that I still have my Sayang. HMPH! Life getting harder and harder. Especially when nobody trust you anymore and treat you like some paranoid kid. It hurts. Really hurts. Well, all and all, they're just bricks in the wall. 


    Wait, I'm not complaining. I know my Sayang been through some ups and downs in her life. She seems to be hiding her problems. I'm your Sayang, your pain is my pain too. Feel free to call me Sayang. Okay! Topic please! Hmmmm...

Sayang, I really want to take care of you, help you and make you smile a real smile instead of a fake smile. How I wish I could do all these things to you. You know one thing? I suck at smiling. For me, It's hard to smile. Even taking pictures. But, when I looked at one of God's greatest invention, which is my Sayang I can smile without even trying. Look at the picture. A smile that shows no regrets and sorrows.


Well, Sayang, lately it's been hard. I really want to hold you in my arms and protect you from all around. I will hold you closer when you cry and need a hand to hold, a hand that will never let you go again.I want to bee your Guardian! But Sayang, your guardian had just fall. sorry Sayang! No matter what happen, you're still the one that gives me reason to live. 


   Sayang! Getting tired already. It's 4 o'clock in the morning. hasn't sleep yet. Love you Sayang!