HEYYOOO!!!! Acting all happy go lucky. Dunno what happened to me. Things suddenly become serious, complicated and deadly. One thing for sure, is that I still have my Sayang. HMPH! Life getting harder and harder. Especially when nobody trust you anymore and treat you like some paranoid kid. It hurts. Really hurts. Well, all and all, they're just bricks in the wall.
Wait, I'm not complaining. I know my Sayang been through some ups and downs in her life. She seems to be hiding her problems. I'm your Sayang, your pain is my pain too. Feel free to call me Sayang. Okay! Topic please! Hmmmm...
Sayang, I really want to take care of you, help you and make you smile a real smile instead of a fake smile. How I wish I could do all these things to you. You know one thing? I suck at smiling. For me, It's hard to smile. Even taking pictures. But, when I looked at one of God's greatest invention, which is my Sayang I can smile without even trying. Look at the picture. A smile that shows no regrets and sorrows.
Well, Sayang, lately it's been hard. I really want to hold you in my arms and protect you from all around. I will hold you closer when you cry and need a hand to hold, a hand that will never let you go again.I want to bee your Guardian! But Sayang, your guardian had just fall. sorry Sayang! No matter what happen, you're still the one that gives me reason to live.
Sayang! Getting tired already. It's 4 o'clock in the morning. hasn't sleep yet. Love you Sayang!
HEY!!! Just got beaten up by some psychotic clown. Pathetic cowards! Just now, I went out, lepaking with Sayang and her family. It was fun. Sayang, kept saying that she is getting fatter. Just wanna say one thing, even if you're fat, even if you're skinny, I will still love you as my Sayang. hahaha! Today, I got bullied by Sayang. I don't mind, but, I thought I saw pain in her eyes. Pain that I can't explain. I'm not sure if she's okay. Sorry I didn't ask. Hang in there. Sayang is so good at hiding feelings. That thing bugs my mind. Sayang, are you really okay? I know I'll get the answers soon. InsyaAllah!
Sayang, I admit it. I lied. When you call me, actually, those clowns were in front of me. The truth is, I ran to the mosque, to attract the attention of those clown. I made myself a bait, so that they won't follow your mom's car. My plan worked. They followed me. I know, I'll not be okay. That's not my priority. I ran as fast as I can. Then, I realized, if I keep running, they'll keep chasing. If I stop and fight, there's a chance of winning. Pain will be there, but, only temporary. Glory last forever. hahaha! suddenly merepek. Sayang, I really got beat up. During the fight, my shoulder, hurts so bad. It isn't a fair fight. Seven against one. Huh! Cowards! Sayang, I really love you! So damn much! Now, pain is taking over me. I can't think properly. I feel so weak. It hurts. Can't stand any longer. Need sleep. hehehe! Before that, Sayang, forgive me for what I had done. Forgive me for this lie. Thank you! Thank you for everything! Please don't be mad. I love you!
Goodnight Sayang! Feel free to call. If no one answer, just put the phone down, and pray for the best. Please! Don't worry. I will never leave you. I promised. I love you! I love you more! I love you so much! I love you the most and the max! I love you more than anyone could ever imagine! I love you with all my heart!
Written with regrets,
AdamUniqueMota
MrAwesome
YourSayang
YOYOYOYOYOYOYOYOYOYOYOOOO!!! It's been a long time since my last post. Same as my last farewell to my Sayang. Damn! I miss her so much. Sayang, I hope you miss me too. hehehe! Sayang, I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss your face, I miss your jokes, I miss the time we merepek with each other, I miss the moment when I stared at your face and you block my view with your hand and said "janganlah pandang camtuh. malulah,". Good times. Unforgettable memories. WOW!
hmmmm.... This morning, I called Sayang to wake her up for Subuh prayer. I'm so glad she answered. Her cute wake up voice just simply made me smile. After a few weeks, finally I get to talk to you. It's so good to hear your voice, say my name, it sound so sweet. Your voice, just leave me speechless. hahaha! That's why I ask you silly questions. I was so glad that I was talking to my Sayang after a stressful month. I noticed that her voice, sound so tired. I gotta end the conversation eventhough I don't want to. I felt so sorry for her. Sayang was so tired. When I ended the conversation, Sayang said "I love you,". Coming out from the lips of an Angel, hearing those words, it made my eyes filled with tears. hehehe! I really really miss Sayang. How I wish I could be with her right now.
Just a short post written by,
AdamUniqueMota
MrAwesome
YourSayang
