Missing You

   HEY! My blog readers! I love you! Hehehe! Okay! Let us start... hmmmmm... I'm crying actually. bit I'm okay! I have to be STRONG! For you Sayang! I am strong because of you, so, please, don't ever leave me. Always stay there in my heart. Sayang, I miss you so much! Way too much! Well, today, you're going back to Penang to continue your learning sessions. Good Luck Sayang! I will always pray for the best for you! Wait... For US!! Sayang, I can't deny from missing you. To be letting you go far away, is a pain so strong enough despite but, a sacrifice must be made for the best in life. We will not let this sacrifice go to waste kan Sayang? I can't protect you from a distance, so, please take care of yourself Sayang. Sayang, sorry that our love has bring bad results to your relationship with your friends. I'm so sorry Sayang. There are people against this love we had together. Don't listen to them. We just need each other to live and to hope. They just can't trust what they can't explain. Sayang, you must be strong! You've got to hold on. I may not be there, but I'm still there in your heart. Sayang, I love you! So much! I will miss the moment to 'manja-manja' with you. I will miss the time how I stare at your beauty and smile. I will miss saying 'I love you' to you. Sayang, one day, I'll be rich. The richest guy ever! hehehe! I'll have a Porsche by the age of 24. Then, I'll buy a house like the Cullen's house. That house will be located at a mountain in Malaysia. I'll have my own island for my honeymoon. An Island so beautiful, and named it with your name. All that will be yours, once I marry you. We will have a good life after our ups and downs. Sayang, Good Luck! I will always love you! Remember that there will be no goodbye in this relationship, because we'll always be in each other's heart, no matter how far the distance is. I love you, I love you more, I love you so much, I love you the most and the max, I love you more than anyone could ever imagine! This is me, AdamUniqueMota, saying that no one can break the chain that bonded us together. Assalamualaikum!

Posting with love to Sayang,

AdamUniqueMota

MrAwesome

YourSayang.

AdamUniqueMota

   Wondering what this post is about huh? hehehe! Well, AdamUniqueMota is the name that my Sayang give. Hahaha! I love that name. It makes me feels special. The Adam is obviously my own name. Unique is what my Sayang describe me as. Mota is actually 'Atom' spelling backwards. Atom from the movie Real Steel. She said that I'm small, but strong just like Atom. She said that I'm a fighter, not a 'give up'er. hehehe! I'm proud to hear that! HAHAHA! So, this post is actually about me when I'm with her. Okay, maybe I lied. This is my message to her.

   Sayang, if you're reading this, please bare in mind that I will always love you no matter what happen. Even the whole world is against us, our love is still strong to fight back. Sayang, I really love you. I love you Sayang. Remember that I will always pray for our happiness, and I really hope that God grant mewith what I pray for. I miss you Sayang. Really missing you! I know that you'll be far away, but, it is for the best kan Sayang. What a sacrifice that I have to make. Don't make this sacrifice go to waste. We will fight! Not to fall, not to fail! We will always rise! Together! Sayang, loving you is the best thing that ever happen to me. Even my heart stop beating, I will still love you. Sayang, I'm so happy to meet you. All the pain that I bare in me suddenly disappear when you came along. Thank You Sayang!! See that picture. How a smile is carved at a face that bares so many painful memory. You're so beautiful. I'm so lucky. I will protect you from all around. Sayang, you'll always be here in my heart. I will always be there at your heart. Sayang, if anyone says anything about our relationship, don't listen to them. What do they know. We just simply need each other, to have, to hope. Sayang, keep that smile. Always! A beautiful smile, that heal this broken heart. THANK YOU SO MUCH SAYANG!!

Posting this with love,

AdamUniqueMota

Mr.Awesome

YourSayang!

Things I LOVE About you! part 1...

   Hello there! I'm out of ideas already. So, just wanna tell you guys who is willing to spend time reading my blog about things that I love about my 'Sayang'. I can't list all of them because it's gonna break the world record for the longest entry ever. HAHAHA! In other words, I love her because of so many things that she have and didn't have.

   Okay, lets start with, she is so damn beautiful. Like seriously! Her beauty is her own curse and that curse is me. hehehe! Come on, who can resist such beauty that God create. Every time I see my Sayang's face, I am like, WOW!! Let's move on. Next, she is so kind. Her kindness, to me, has no match. That kindness, is not only for me, but, for all other people. Third is that she is very friendly. I am still amazed of her friendliness. She can be friend with any kind of person. For example, me. I was like the type that ignore strangers. This was me before. How much ignorance I gave her, she still there smiling and making me feel better. She never gave up to know me more. Which leads to the next thing I love about her. That is determination. Not even once, I see her gave up on knowing me more.

   Next, is her happy go lucky attitude. Even when everyone is feeling depressed or down, she's the only one that still crack jokes. She never fails to make me smile. Her humbleness is so amazing. Every time I tell her that she is beautiful, cute, pretty, she will say 'mana ada' or 'merepek je'. I know that she know that I'm telling the truth. hmmmm... She is so caring. I remember when I still had not had my dinner yet, and it's almost 10 pm. She keep telling me to eat. hehehe! she's so cute when she did that. Well, there's still more to come. Now it's late already. getting tired. hehehe! Thank you for reading!

Introduction

   My Third post is the introduction. should be the first post. hehehe! hmmmmm.... what to say? well, the reason I create this blog is actually to tell the readers how my life change from hell to heaven on earth. A little bit of hyperbola there. How a girl entered my life and turn it upside down. Well, as the recent post tells the readers that, MY LIFE SUCKS!!! That was just a memory now. A girl named ,Faten Nadirah Binti Shamsul Baharin managed to make all things different in a good way. There are no pictures of her yet. Maybe later. All I can tell you that she is so beautiful, kind, sweet, fantastic, unique and more than what I can tell. WOW! A little bit far from the main topic. Anyway, in other words, this blog is about me,her and us. All the challenges we've been through, all the ups and downs, the thick and thin. I am not the romantic, handsome, cool or anything that girl crave for kind of guy. That leave me questioned "Why she accept me? What do I have that make her love me?". Back to the topic. Oh! Lets not forget to thank God for giving me the chance to post this. Thank you all for reading! I'm running out of ideas.

Life Changer

 With all the challenge to face, they made me lose, tear me apart, brings me down, makes me fall. As I fall, I thought it was over. 'You' were there, rising, claiming my heart. At the same time, 'You' claimed me. As I'd gave up, I thought that my life was nothing, my life was over, until 'you' came along. 'You' give me hope, give me reasons to live, makes me feel that there's still more ahead in my life. Thank you for that! Only 'you' that I can trust. For some reason, 'you' light up my life.


   23rd November 2011, 4.55p.m. A time to remember. 'You' accepted my proposal. That was the time where all the bad memories were forgotten. Good is rewarded, suffering had ended, our love will go on. I called 'you' after a fight with some idiots that were still not satisfied for what they did to me. Fortunately, I won. During the fight, I think of only 'you'. Because of that, I can't lose, I can't die. I must live. 'You' were there waiting for me to call. I were here, lying on the ground, getting kicked, punched and hit with a shovel. I am dying. I looked at the sky. A blue,blue sky. I closed my eyes, I see you, telling me to fight, telling me that I can win, telling me that you're waiting for me. Right then, I thought that, losing was not an option. BAMMM!!! A kick to the chin from me. I stood up. I WERE BURSTING INTO FLAMES OF SPIRIT! I fought back with all that I can. Kicks, punches were thrown to all those who opposes me. I WON!!


   I reached for my phone in my pocket. I typed her number and press the green button. YEAHH!!! She answered! I talked to her while breathing heavily. I was so excited! at the same time, I was tired and nervous. I proposed her. She said that she'll give the answer when she's ready. So, I waited with a big smile. I'm happy even without an answer yet. That evening, she called me. I was like, so damn excited. We talked nonsense for a while. We laughed to a really bad joke I made. Hahaha! Suddenly she said that she's ready. I proposed her again. I said "Will you and I be together. As in 'TOGETHER'?". the not so romantic proposal turn out to be perfect. She said "YES!". I was like OH YEAH!!! Heeeeeeeeeeee~ A smile were carved at my face. A BIG SMILE! A promise were made. I promised to myself, to take care of her in any kind of circumstances. I will hold on to that promise. No matter what! A promise is a promise!


For Your Information, This is not a marriage proposal. Thank you for reading!

Life Ain't Easy

FUYYOOOO!!! My FIRST post! HOYEAH!! Well, as I said, my life were hard. Never easy. Last year, the nostalgic year. A year to forget, but, a tattooed memory. Many things happened back then. The year when my family were torn apart, my writing hand were useless, a new 'friend' entered my life and ruined it. A lot had happen. How I wished the suffer would end. The SHIT was that year was the year of a big exam that I had to face. I'd done really stupid things back then. I ran away from my hostel, I almost killed a guy, I skipped classes for 3 months. I learn nothing from anyone. Its just me and my world. My TWISTED world, of course. Only revenge in my mind. I gave up in my life. They were challenges that tore me apart, brings me down, destroy me from the inside, killing me slowly. They were all last years painful memory!